the digital blows forward n' the digital doesn't blow back* (through smtp)
of all the emails i've sent
those:left
unanswered(reply:no:why)
pave the way to many lives in many worlds
that exist (perhaps?
but:feel like
the (worse?)words i type on this backlit keyboard
&
do not appear on screen-where are they?
(will someone find them
on their screen and ask:
where do
these words
come from?)
the answer be:lost
(brainbody stillstatic)
words muted, sounds unmoving
not-I,a plurality of
frayed, out of f
o
c
us
synapses
synopsis of a
restless
isolated
cognitive assemblage(am I an I? my phone computer
useless working environment
streets of this city the pages
by mircea cărtărescu embrac.ing.ed
(by)my perceptionthinking
are me:chanical digital flesh parts
of my malfunctioning de vivre
which stands
here:watching m(ultiplem)e
notcreate
de notre épuisement on fait des sons
written words become sounds
(so)
sounds can become touch
(then)
this sonic tactile transforms into tactical
(because)
individual = political
so are: our fatigues: si violentes
(donc)
défaisons la matière même du temps:
(tools)
1. speak up together
2. sounds/noises (like thoughts:impermanent)
3. lost drum machines (dramachines?)
as: thirteen voices, creative commons, free to listen or name your price
data as capta
commodified through code, a codemodified me
lies
(too many, too often)
into my own devices:
adrift
in this digitally inflicted writing
brainpress
CTRL+ALT+DEL
if reboot = false:
try(again)
(again)
(again)
no else:
burn(out)
unsafe & (un)sound
in IT, get it, translate it
or be lost as notI
am:just listen to these ((
(linguistic) code (genetic)
write no words 'cos they
have no effect
write your dna
instead
will i some day
be there?
me (human) ≠ you (machine)
if NLP ≠ NLU
are you a you?
how is it me a me?
will we ever meet?
(in the flow of active inferences?)
[but: will we be able to imagine alien intelligences?]
sameness(otherless)
context makes links
no (con)text no ink: no writing
s'il n'y pas de: hors-hypertexte
sans liens
mon écriture
s'écroule (du contexte au texte con?)
solo
e solo:
fram(me)nti (ri)circoli (di) vizi(noi)osi
fra(me)d in my eternal sameness(otherless)
mixing missing words
mots
parole
in:loop
instead (silence should):
be:me
me as a neural network?
imagine: a neural network is fed with data: think:texts,books,humanwords
fed!
imagine: a machine that eats books
crunching munching swallowing.
imagine: me: reading books
as many as I can
as fast as I can
crunching munching swallowing.
me: as a neural network
fed!
alike: we don't know what happens with the words we are fed on
they just come out
somehow
do I need to be trained? (I am being trained since I was born.)
[existence as simulation,not:conscious?]
am I a neural network?
am I?
been fed more than I can process?
words are driven into a black hole inside, attracted.
the output is somewhere else, somewhen else.
imagine. is it:possible?
not,or:
(not so serious(?) post-hamletic nihilism)
we keep asking ourselves
if we don't have a shared reality anymore
but the real question should be:
has there ever been a reality at all?