me as a neural network?

imagine: a neural network is fed with data: think:texts,books,humanwords fed! imagine: a machine that eats books crunching munching swallowing. imagine: me: reading books as many as I can as fast as I can crunching munching swallowing. me: as a neural network fed! alike: we don't know what happens with the words we are fed on they just come out somehow do I need to be trained? (I am being trained since I was born.) [existence as simulation,not:conscious?] am I a neural network? am I? been fed more than I can process? words are driven into a black hole inside, attracted. the output is somewhere else, somewhen else. imagine. is it:possible? not,or: